"All I Ever Wanted"

Kelly Clarkson via last.fm

I brought a Kelly Clarkson CD yesterday. I just listened to Ray's (from My Chemical Romance) audio blog saying that they were working on the new record and it would be out soon, and all I could think was it better otherwise I might need to buy another, and it will be all their fault. And I'll buy that one while wearing an MCR shirt too!

Have to congratulate Gerard though. He's a father now, apparently it was a raccoon.

I mean really!

-X

Lack of Updating

Haven't gotten bored with this yet, just haven't had anything to say. Graduated, still don't have a job. Looking for places to live, possibly in LA or Chicago.

Kind of sucks to be writing about how your lost and don't know what your plan is. Will do more writing when I have interesting stuff to comment about.

-X

Updates

Looking at some of my previous posts felt like I should update.

I have not lost any weight. Exams and projects make me eat more and I brought a baker's dozen of bagels which I ate all by myself. I plan to starve myself for the next couple of day to even it out.

Oh and I bought a new "CD" (if it came from the interweb does it count as a CD?). IFD rocks. Got that shirt too, get lots of comments on it, cause you know it's a shirt that says "I Fight Dragons".

Needs more bitpop/chiptune/8-bit/Nintendocore.

-X

Coming to a close

So I'm two days and 8 hours aways from graduation. I still do not have a job, have one more project to finish and have two borderline classes that I really have to pass.

The job I was looking into requested my drawing but I haven't heard back since then. I blame my parents. The company emailed me back very vaguely requesting my drawings and to interview me this week, which I couldn't because of my finals. Trying to figure the best way to phrase my reply I asked my parents advice, which delayed my response my three days. They freaked out about the cost of flying to LA for an interview, what the job was, how much it would pay, was the company any good (which they got confirmation that it was), in other words way too much freaking out far too early in the process. Hopefully that is not why I haven't heard back. I really would have loved that job.

Anyway I keep checking the job sites, but nothing amazing has popped up (I was getting kind of set on LA). I am more convinced than before to not move back to Northern VA after my brother told me about my mother's lack of faith that I will get a job. If I ever win an award, the line "my parents who always believed in me" will not be in my acceptance speech.

All five of my immediate family members are coming in on Friday for my graduation (I get to walk whether or not I actually graduate) so I have some fun soon. Free"er" food if nothing else.

Guess I should finish this project.

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